[cw: depression symptom stuff and existential dread I guess?]
Matsu frowns at Jack – not really a change in expression, especially not one visible over the face mask aside from a slight increase in tension in their brows.
Arty surprises them, though. They didn’t think some kid would get that, but she’s right. Being an adult sucks. Being a kid sucks. It was hard to think of something that didn’t, now that they think about it.
And then Abel digs into Fenna, startling Matsukaze visibly. Fuck. Fuck.
They hadn’t thought he was so judgemental – they can’t help but think about what he saw in their tape. Is that what he thought about them too?
They don’t know, of course, about what is the real trigger for it here. They don’t… know him very well at all, do they?
Barely do they listen to R.N.A., instead staring at a spot on the floor. Vaguely they hear that the tape had only been watched a little, which means there… probably was enough time for her to have done everything, wasn’t there? The one thing they had to offer to help was wrong.
Viper isn’t really a surprise that this point when she starts tearing into Fenna, too. It feels… weird, the tightness in their chest.
“Are you stupid, of course Atsuko had-” but they cut themself off as people just keep going and going.
They scoot a little farther from Viper in their chair.
Everything happened so fast. One minute, Fenna was all but admitting to killing Atsuko, the next Viper is punching Haruka in the face?
Matsu turns their chair back around before standing. It’s an impulse, they don’t even know why they do. They aren’t… stupid enough to jump into this. Yet.
“What the fuck are you doing?!”
They grit their teeth, looking along the other people there before looking to Fenna. “If you wanted to leave, Atsuko was the worst fucking option here for that,” they finally say, though a bit less firey than may be expected. “Her family is yakuza, did you like want to die?! What good is killing to go home if you’re just going to get killed as soon as they find you?”
It just didn’t make sense. Obviously everyone knew who Atsuko was, they were sure.
Right?