Like hell Vinzent would bust Abel. As always, he found that assignement stupid. If he was going to get shit by the ball cop for not arresting Abel? So be it. It’s something he’d rather do than causing more useless problems. So what if Abel wanted a new tie? Go get that tie, my guy. Vinzent honestly doesn’t give a damn. He’ll get consequences later.
Relief was the main emotion Vinzent felt upon having his paper being taken. Though, he understood why Abel took his distance, especially with their stupid roles. The artist was still physically weaker, but that didn’t change much.
Abel’s response did reassure Vinzent. Because even if not now… He knew that Abel would read it at some point. With nothing else to add, he nodded.
“Okay… See you later.” And hopefully off from these stupid uniforms, he hates it!
In any case, Vinzent fully ignored his supposed duties and left Abel by himself. Perhaps he should check out some clothes to see if there’s anything he can afford to buy. He would like a change of clothes for once. Specifically with the spiky accessories, as if it’d be something he’d give up.
… Anyway. It’s been long enough that Abel’s been left alone.
…
Once the redhead feels ready to read… He’ll find that… Oh, it wasn’t just one, but several papers folded all together. Many of these had a lot of sketches. Of Abel himself, in a realistic style. Various angles, but all of them were soft expressions. One of these papers has a beautiful, clearly drawn with care, portrait sketch of the man himself with a soft gaze.
Behind… Abel would have quite a read.
Abel,
I’m sorry for saying things that shouldn’t have been said.
I’m sorry for hurting you.
I don’t even have an excuse.
I’ll be the first to admit that I said these words and I regret it so much. You’re the one I’ve talked to the most out of everyone here. And I still fucked it all up.
There’s so much I want to do with you. Keep living, having days full of laughter or just plain happiness. Even crying together or just having a peaceful moment in silence, it never feels lonely when you’re around.
There’s so much for me to learn from you. Maybe there’s still more things you’ll learn from me, who knows.
I don’t want things to end this way. I will take all responsibility for what I’ve done and said. But please, I don’t want to be alone.
I haven’t forgotten I have friends and I haven’t forgotten that I still care about them a lot.
But it’s just not the same thing without you around.
I miss talking to you, I miss your smile. When you’ll be ready…
I’ll be waiting for you, and this time, I’ll make sure you’ll be safe and truly happy. This time, I’ll check on myself before I say more hurtful things. All I ask from you is forgiveness.
I love you so, so much, Abel. You deserve better than what ugly side I’ve shown and I’ll make it up to you. Promise. So let me try again. And then you can decide if I’m worth your time or not.
In the end. I just want you to be truly happy for once.
With love,
–Vinzent
